This week I have been grumbling.
Internal struggles.
Frustrations with the world.
It seems that the only time people react anymore to anything is if a statement is extreme or a comment is offensive. I ask, why does extremism have to be the only street available? When did we all get a detour?
So, this in turn, makes me mad. The irony.
From the actions of others, I have jailed myself in the” wanting to give up” cell. It has made me reevaluate goals and purpose. Who am reaching? Is anybody engaged?
Intentionality is what I seek. To raise eyebrows in ways that are neither of the earlier mentioned means of attraction. To spark empathy, compassion, the need to dig deeper and love others better. But I just don’t think right now anyone “gets it”. I must assume this to protect myself from the reality that society as a whole genuinely does not care. Is this the hard truth?
Anger, malice, greed, envy, the list could go on. Consuming. Enveloping. Devouring.
We are told to refute what we can by showing our fruit. Love, joy, patience, peace, kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness and self-control. Anybody remember that? Outreach and relationships are imperative right now. We all need to feel heard, valued and appreciated for our uniqueness. Especially our community! It all started to lift up unheard cries.
Tired of listening?
Help me guys. Is it time to cash in the cow?