Have you ever taken the Myers-Briggs test? I did years ago. As I found extra couch time in my day, it began to peak my interest again. If you do not know much regarding what it entails, I urge you to go to google.
The results and information researched about my specific character build, provide explanation as to why I am the way I am. I am an empath. That is why today, my heart is full as a summer tick, having absorbed weeks upon weeks of emotions from every angle. Political fighting on Facebook. Arguments within my own home. Sympathy that goes out to families when I read about more and more death surrounding this virus, violence, etc. Oh if I had a magic wand.
But I don’t. Such is the reason I find it all to be so rough. My nature wants to cheer others on and be wildly optimistic, while honestly, that is the polar opposite of how things are. I search the heavens daily looking for divine wisdom. The downside to my character result is the incessant thinking. Churn, churn.
So ambivalent is the title of the day. Webster’s dictionary tells me that it means having, or showing simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings toward something.
All the while, the tick just grows fatter.